[mood: Happy Happy Happy!]
[craving: The 6th of Jan]

I've come this far in my life, & one lesson that solidly got stuck in my mind: DON'T let people's horror warnings about a new experience terrify your heart out until you look at it from ALL it's perspectives & try it yourself!
Don't let the negativity grow & take over.. The mistake I did was just look at it from the negative side, forgetting everything else.. & ended up doubting myself for many sleepless nights.. The situation is worse if it was something unescapable.. because with that attitude, you would feel that you are doomed!
What to do instead? Look at the positive side: "If they did it, then you can too!", focus on the end result & never underestimate yourself..! You will be surprised! Not to mention, having a positive attitude can push you to achieve, & motivate you to continue.. =)

Now: I'm in my happiest periods ever! *el7amdella* What freaked me out to insomnia was soon all settled, running smoothly & it didn't turn out as extremely horrifying after all! (Thank you David.. *rolls eyes*) And NO *screaming NO*, I don't need to sacrifice my social life.. Infact, I'm in a different level, & things got enhanced: going up my educational path, acquiring cool licenses (scuba baby!), meeting interesting people, making new friends, planning an exciting holiday in the awkwardest timings & certainingly, having a new perspective of looking at things! ;)
It's only the beginning I know, but at least its a happy one for the time ahead of me.. *inshallah* =)Also.. Big, Sweet-scented Thank you to every single person who supported me.. it did mean alot to me.. *hugs*

I need to do some serious shopping.. soon! (>_<") Dubai.. I will come getcha soon! *grrr*

Yesterday: Abu Dhabi had one of the foggiest days ever.. & the weather is getting cooler *mashallah* ..the tax of it: I just caught a cold! *sneezing* (any quick-healing remedy suggestions?)
Anyways, that's all for now.. *cheers!*
[Final whisper: Never underestimate the power of do3aa.. It will NEVER disappoint you.. trust me, I know!]

[mood: Worried]
[craving: A holiday]

Just when I thought it was over.. it comes back & haunts me again! Sight of open books, writing notes, scattered paper, highlighters, hours of typing on the laptop & more hours trying to escape daydreaming, checking email, chatting or even watching tv.. It's back, & coming back harder than ever, more concentrated & waaay more serious! I really underestimated the whole situation- being the nerd that I am - especially after finding out the pre-class assignments, watching that horror course DVD & trying to digest the chinesy text assigned to us.. I am already having second thoughts, and wondering if I ever made the right decision! I doubt I would be able to balance my time & efforts with my already hectic schedule at work, I already know that I should kiss my social life goodbye & tuck it in a box for a looong time especially that I never like to settle with average outcomes.. Everything to me must be glittering, outstandingly successful no matter what it takes! *gulp*
I am seriously freaking out for the first time in my life.. =/

On the bright side, nothing makes my day than an unexpected surprise.. *thanks Samsoomty* =)

Quick messages to a few people:
- Fatty: I'm glad you're with me in this.. I don't know what would I do without you..
-VOID: It was great seeing you yesterday, I really love you, would terribly miss you & wish you all the best in your new life.. *hugs & kisses*
-PinkSushi: Mabrook on your exhibition!! I will try to make it sometime before its all over.. *pssst* 50% is a screaming rip-off, u r much more than that!
Banoota: Hope you de-homeless yourself soon! & yeah.. sorry.. I'll be bugging ya with questions constantly! (>_<")
-Elmasi: There is so much good in the worst of us, and so much bad in the best of us, that it ill behaves any of us to find fault with the rest of us.
-BuRashed: Bs 3naaad!
-Dave: *gulp* I know I owe you one soon! (>_<")
-Noonzie, Jino, 3asha & Raja: If you don't come collect your money soon, you'll find yourselves all buying me one big expensive present!! =P
-The rest of the gang: $Che-ching$-ing soon your way! ;)
-THE WITCH IVANA: DIE woman DIIIIE!!
That's all for now.. wish me luck.. and lots of it!
[Final whisper: My dignity & respect is priceless.. I would choose it over you any day in a heartbeat..]

[mood: Over the moon with happiness]
[craving: The fruits of my efforts!]

Every once in a while, someone around you does something sweet for you, and you end up thinking how thoughtful they are, thank them and smile about it.. and so its a nice feeling to have every now and then.. But in the other hand, there are some specific people who are of a certain nature, they would seem to be selfish & very harsh, you would assume they look down to everyone & the last thing they would ever do is something nice for anyone... until they disappoint you. This is when these sweet, little gestures are even more appreciated, more touching & have a great impact on you.. because they were least expected from these people.. and so you are left bewildered with happiness, with a longer-lasting smile on your face..
Thank you AK for making my day more than once now.. & proving you are way more than what I have ever expected.. =)

A long, loud applause to my creative sister NashyNash! Her first appearance in the charity auction event by PrettyFit.. & her shoes glittered with beauty.. I am so proud of you & I wish you all the best!! *hugs*

Ofcourse there were other shoes oOzing with uniqueness by my two best buddies: Samsoomah & Pink Sushi.. *cheering & whistling*.. There were also other cool shoes & some.. errm.. weird ones lol *cough* Budda *cough*.. and the night was going well, packed with artists, reporters & visitors, chocolate fondue fountains & cute chuwawas lol
Too bad I didn't have time to participate with anything.. but I did enjoy the reaction my friends got from others who were loving their work! *you go gurlz!* =D
[Final whisper: Aladin pants SUCK.. did you hear me PinkSushi.. they SUCK big time! lol]

[mood: Positive]
[craving: Monday, Wednesday & Thursday]

You know when they say it’s a small world.. well it’s true in such a weird way! Just when you think that people from a particular period of your life, you will never see again.. They eventually pop back into your life, in a totally different and unexpected situation! It’s funny coz it seems like they died away, then got reincarnated into a totally different person with a different role.. That weird, geeky girl who used to sit at the back of your 3rd grade class.. is suddenly one of your cousin's friends who got married to a successful businessman and has 3 kids.. or that popular, cool, big-shot guy from school whom everyone knew his name, & died to hang out with.. suddenly after years of your graduation and everyone moving on with their life appears again as a little employee with a highschool degree, working in a tiny department, quiet, lonely & unknown to many.. minding his own business & shy to approach anyone.. =s
Ever bumped into anyone in this similar situation?

It's National Day (2nd Dec).. *HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE*.. yet it doesn't feel like it..

This will be one hell of an exciting, hectic week for me.. *wish me luck!* ;)
[Final whisper: 7amdella 3ala salamet Sams bro.. oo ma tshoof shar..]