[mood: Staying strong]
[craving: No more drama..]

Imagine the sweetest, most thoughtful person.. & multiply that by a 100.. and you will get Mai..When you least expect it, she surprises you with her overwhelming guestures that puts the nicest people to shame.. always giving & not expecting anything in return.. A pure soul.. (ya 7a'6 your fiance feech!).. I love you girl.. thank you endlessly.. xoxo

What would you do, if suddenly & so out of the blue, your life changes just like that?! Just when you thought you've had enough drama in your life.. you don't see this coming.. "It will never happen to me.. it's so unreal.. unbelievably shocking".. but it is.. it is very real.. the things you enjoy the most, are taken away from you.. & you were told you can never ever.. everrr.. have them ever again.. & from now on.. your life will never be the same again..

That's when you pause.. stop fighting your already imposed fate.. get out of the denial.. be thankful for what you already got.. not what you already lost.. some people are worse.. much worse.. Embrace those who are already around you.. move on & don't look back..

You've had your share of grief.. & tears.. It is not the end of the world..

El7amdella 3ala kil 7al.. wa la 7awl wala qowat ila b'Allah..

[Final whisper: This is my last of my blue posts.. I promise!]

[mood: Peaceful]
[craving: My sleep back..]

You realize your real friends when you are in despair..

Samsoomah, Fattoooy, DC, Tali Lady, Ya7aSafa, Talal, Karroozi, Ryye, Shmily, Z, Saj, jaywan, Hynd, e3ashig, ArmaniLab, Mai, Sno, DxBina, Reverie, asmS, silen-ce, uaeadorable, Naa3mH, noOnzie, Neat*, cool-dhabianiah, meyam, nadd, AD-girl, Chez, Michelle, Dr Ali, Maha, Kinki..

Thank you for your support.. It means alot..

He is getting better el7amdella.. & everything seems to be fine.. Thank you again..*hugz*

[Final whisper: Jewelz we miss you.. hope you come back healthy & safe from London..]

[mood: Torn apart]
[craving: A cure]

Imagine.. the strongest figure in your life.. the one you always look up to.. the leader of your family.. the one who protects you.. who guides you.. inspires you.. always there when you need them.. whom you love to bits more than life itself..

Imagine.. this person suddenly becomes weaker than a baby in your hands.. begging you to help them.. saying they'll do anything to be saved.. aaanything..

& all you can do is nothing.. you are as helpless.. you just watch them in agony.. while your heart is being ripped apart a million times a second.. because you can't.. you have no answer.. nothing.. as they look at you with hope..

"I swear I will give him my eyes if I can"..

Live in denial.. & hope for the better.. Allah kareem..

[Final whisper: Don't try to get an answer.. coz I dont want to talk about it..]