[mood: Embracing Change]
[craving: Nothing more.. =)]

Throughout our lives, we face change. Be it around us, of us, or of people we know.. whether negative or positive or just moving into something different.. it is there.. it happens.. & it's a reality we can't deny.. The question is: How do we deal with it? Well obviously, if its positive, we embrace it happily & enthusiastically.. But how do we react with negative change? Based on personal experience, I do tend to live in denial for a while, but soon enough I manage to move on & never looking back.. How do you react?

Quick messages:
-To M&Ms with love: Your friendship is a treasure.. & spending time with you (& the rest of the wild group lol) never fails to be exciting, fun & unforgettable.. As you move on to another level in your life.. I truly hope you shine the way you always do & more.. I congratulate you with all my heart & wish you all the best.. & remember.. we will always be here for you.. *hugs*
- To my visitors: Leaving page has been updated.. new links have been added (please pay them a visit), & old ones have been removed & replaced (either coz they're dead, broken or whatever).. If I mistakingly removed your link, please email me..!
- To someone who used to be a dear friend (you know who you are): I still cannot understand WHY.. but I hope you are happy now..
- To another person who also knows whom they are: I thought I understood.. several times too.. but I really don't & never did.. Anyway, hope all is well with you up there..
- To her.. (& I doubt she will read this).. I finally can let go of what I used to treasure of you.. & realized your shallowness.. I'm not looking back.. but I hope you open your eyes soon before your wake-up call slaps you real hard that it would hurt for so long..
- To Leo, MissArmani, MedGurl & Sams: I love you guys to bits..

I'm facing more changes career & personal wise.. & it's all lookin' positive inshallah.. Wish me luck! =)
[Final whisper: Happy Birthday M! Hope it was a wild one! ;)]

[mood: Full]
[craving: This weekend's party.. *woo-hoo*]
I just want to update!

Why does everything suddenly seem like one big homework in life?! I need to do alot of things, but I just don't feel like doing anything at all!
Links section will be updated soon with new links (yes, those of you who emailed, I promise I will add your links soon!) (>_<") Also, email replies are coming soon too!
[Final whisper: I don't even want to whisper.. lol]

[mood: Enlightened]
[craving: Nothing]

Just a while ago, I finished watching the weekly program: "Sa3at 9ara7a" by Nabil Al-3awa'6y on Al-Rai Channel every Friday @ 9:00PM. *Btw super highly recommended!* Today's episode was about a young Kuwaiti guy who used to be a famous singer from Star Academy. Probably some of you would know him; his name is Husain Al-Ahmed. He speaks about his journey from being one of the lead singers with albums out in the market, to a totally transformed guy who discovered the true happiness with his pure faith in Allah. It was so inspirational & eye-opening.. he left his life of fake happiness & glory, just from realising from a dream he had of dieing, that life is too short & one can never expect when his/her time would come to leave it.
Without realising it, we are continuously struggling between right & wrong.. We are living our lives blinded from "seeing" the truth.. We turn a deaf ear to listening to what is right.. Even our hearts.. are unplugged from faith.. We look around us, & there are many.. & I mean MANY people that constantly try to keep us muffled in the darkness.. They would mock religion.. call it a 'background' lifestyle.. They would laugh at the way we pray.. When we mention Allah.. Try to even dare & "modify" a few things accordingly to fit their lifestyle.. & even drag a few ignorant people with them..
Many times, we may fall into the darkness, even without realising it.. but its not too late to save ourself.. & maybe others with us..
All I got left are my silent prayers to God.. & a heart I wish for *everyday* to stay strong..

A dream.. that's all it took to wake him up from the darkness he was living..
..What would it take you?
[Final whisper: I am sorry]

[mood: Frustrated]
[craving: NOT studying *grrr*]
*Aaaaargh!*I hate being in this mood: I want to do anything in the world right now EXCEPT FOR STUDYING! I mussst study & soon! but I don't want to! The insides of my book are so ugly & very unwelcoming to read.. I already am starting to hate the work load given to us but I have no choice since I have to hand in the assignment in a few days.. All I can picture in my head right now is how wonderful my weekend was & how I want to rewind it all over again.. =(

*loud siiiiigh*
p.s. To M: It's great seeing ya twice in one week! Your presence is always a pleasure.. ;)
[Final whisper: Happy Birthday Ryye.. =)]

[mood: Decisive]
[craving: meeting VOID!]
"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away."- Dr Meredith Grey from Grey's Anatomy.

Grey's Anatomy is one of my current favorites in terms of TV series.. Not only is every episode packed with one-of-a-kind hospital stories, cool soundtracks & cute eye-treats.. ;) but the inspiration you get out of every episode is amazing.. It's as if a new light is lit within you.. even if you don't possess the slightest shred of love towards hospitals.. you would still be able to have it relate to you in some way or another..
I'm so lurrrrving it & so very-highly recommending it!!

Thanx Samsoomty.. for every smile you draw on my face..

Happy birthday Rohr Add!ct..! Hope you had a blast.. & it was so great seeing everyone again..! *hugs*
[Final whisper: FireBrand.. check your email]