[mood: busy.. (continued)]
[craving: My heart back..]

"You know how someone's appearance can change the moment you know them? How a really attractive person, if you don't like them, can become more and more ugly; whereas someone you might not have even have noticed... that you wouldn't look at more than once, if you love them, can become the most beautiful thing you've ever seen? All you want to do is be near them."Brian from "Truth about Cats & Dogs" movie
Other rare times.. you can love someone without seeing them.. though you do see them perfectly.. from the inside.. from what really counts.. from what others don't see.. but you only see..

That.. my friend.. is when you will see the true beauty..

[Final whisper: Dedicated to SweetCandy.. may you have a safe journey.. =)]

[mood: Messed up]
[craving: My Tuesday!!]

You know when you think its a certain day.. and do everything based on that.. only to discover later that you are on a total different day? Well that's what happened to me today.. the whole time since I woke up I'm thinking its Monday.. I have my plans set for a Monday.. I set the rest of my busy schedule for the rest of the week.. Tuesday and Wednesday.. and everything seemed to be going so perfectly.. thinking that I still have 2 more working days of the week and I still have time to finish everything before the weekend.. only to realize.. *BOOM* Its not Monday.. Its Tuesday! I have missed a whole day.. 24 hours of opportunities.. I double-scheduled things.. I have to cancel other things and hand in others.. Its time to make a list of priorities..!! (>_<") That is certainly worse than thinking you have no enough time in one day.. is missing a whole day of planned work..! *Who stole my Tuesday!! Give me my TUESDAY back!!* ="O

On the bright side, thanx SHMILY for making my day.. =)

Super quick messages:- Warm welcome to a dear friend: Surrealist.. you should pay her a visit! ;)- MissArmani.. awww.. congradualtions dear.. I am so excited for you! *endless hugz*- M.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY..!! Sorry I couldnt make it.. hope it was fun! =D- I love Tea..- Samsoomah & Mai.. you are simply the best.. fullstop..- VOID.. I miss you BIG TIME..- '3otesh.. I still love cheese.. ;)- Fares.. There is nothing wrong when sometimes we look at things differently.. peace..- Banoota.. =)- Sara D'amore.. *Dont shoot*.. I still have something to send to you soon.. but its on pause.. =/ I will try to send it on time..- E3ashig.. All the best.. whereever you are.. =)- Lammtara.. Its business time.. - a9ayel, Weemi, Dentist Nawaf & Nawaf J... I will reply to your email SOON.. i promise!- Someone I used to know.. I still have 2 more parts left to watch..- To all my msn buddies.. I am not ignoring.. & I am not in a chatty mood.. so give me a break plz..- Finally..

BC: Elmasi..
[Final whisper: MissArmani.. ~more hugzzz..]

[mood: super SUPER busy]
[craving: more time]

A 100 things to do.. yet not enough time.. yes.. i am back to 'that mood' again.. just wish me luck..

Here are a few random pics.. Kitten.. back-stage.. *Caution: fat update ahead* ;P

Sometimes its the small things that matter.. and bring back so much memories.. of moments.. and people you used to know.. and its this that we should cherish more and more everyday..

Babez.. our masterpiece.. remember? ;)

A whole experience.. a button-click away.. thanx Maithaz.. =)

1998..

So true..

Got milk?

In love?

I miss you..

MM.. thank YOU.. =)

Reminder of happy moments.. countdown to freedom..

And so I did.. I hope you did too..

Sticker books left from childhood.. lol those were THE days..

One of the three boxes I have.. full of memories..

Home sweet home..

Yet I always still forget..

From a shoe point of view..

Probably what my brain looks like from the inside too..

Do they..? Really?

Not everything must make sense to everyone.. there will always be one who knows..

[Final whisper: I updated afterall.. and i got it over with.. goodnight]

[mood: Friday-ish..]
[craving: Seafood pasta]

What would you do, if someone you know, you see regularly, hear from often.. disappears suddenly.. leaving no news about them.. nothing.. you would wonder.. you would ask.. you would think of all the places they are in.. what they're doing.. would you give them the benefit of the doubt? Or would you create all sorts of negative reasons of why they left without a trace.. especially if you know they are ok.. and out there..

Where are you???

A quick Friday recipe.. 1..2..3..

First pick a hard, green mango off a tree..

Remove off skin.. and start cutting it..

Cut into small strips, add salt.. and viola! A salty-tongue-hugging summer snack..! Its the season of mangos.. enjoy 'em while they last! ;)

[Final whisper: What you see.. is not always what you get..]

[mood: sleepy]
[craving: Pocky]

I am sooo addicted to these chocolate biscuits! >_< Thanx Mai for supplying me with some.. =P

Here is a fun survey that BlackPearlz from http://www.blackpearlz.net passed on to me (check her new webbie btw):

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:

"He does not know that on Venus talking about problems is not an invitation to offer a solution."

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?

TV remote control

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Top ten movies show

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is..

3:30pm?

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?

4:05pm *aargh close?*

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

Hmm, who said I can hear my computer? =s I hear TV commercials as background noise..

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?

Half an hour ago, I had pleasant lunch with a close friend.. =)

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?My website treats, where you left me a treat leading to your website *surprise!*

9: What are you wearing?

Errr.. Pjs.. *and this is relevant because..??*

10: Did you dream last night?

Yeah I dream nearly everyday lol and I always forget what I dreamt!

11: When did you last laugh?

Few minutes ago while talking to Ecstasy.. ;P

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?

Hmm.. there is no 'empty' wall space for anything.. =/

13: Seen anything weird lately?

My cat eating bananas! =s

14: What do you think of this quiz?

not bad.. I could think of better questions though..

15: What is the last film you saw?

The Godfather

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?

Gift for my parents

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know..

I am a very picky person.. VERY..

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

Erase all kinds of racism completely..

19: Do you like to dance?

NO

20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?

George bush sucks. FULLSTOP.

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl, what would you call her?

Maitha

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

Rashid

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?

No way, I am too attached to AD *love, hugs and kisses*

23: What was the last compliment you got?

That I am a very smiley person.. =)

24: Will you pass on this survey?

Sure to whomever is interested.. ;)

[Final whisper: SweetCandy.. are you happy now? ;)]

[mood: happy]
[craving: a party]

CONGRADUALTIONS TO ALL ZU GRADUATES!! WAY TO GO GURLS! *clap clap ~whistle clap clap* :D

Happy belated to Banni.. may you have a fun-filled year.. ;)

Say nokia! Enjoy the random pics.. =)

To someone I used to know.. finally I got to watch "Godfather".. ;)
[Final whisper: SHMILY.. thank you, you made a difference.. =)]

[mood: hurt]
[craving: justice]

Yesterday.. we saw the dark side of the moon.. yesterday.. I saw even darker sides of people..

The one thing worst than liars are liars who believe their own lies.. and with that convince others even strongly to believe them.. I no longer seek justice from the low-lifes on Earth.. My justice will come from The One above.. one day..

[Final whisper: This is one point of my life.. where I will shift away from the path I was walking.. no looking back.. no regrets..]

[mood: N/A]
[craving: less brains]

One of my daily Garfield comic stirps that I get inspired me to write this..

Isn't it sometimes better to not know everything? With alot of disturbing things happening around, wouldn't you prefer to just be kept away from it all? Its true its essential to know alot of things.. but is it as important to know everything? I am not necessarily talking about general knowledge, but also about personal things.. Things about people you know.. things that relate to you..

Would you rather know everything, even if some of it may effect your perspective and change your view 180 degrees and alter the whole vision you once had of things? Or would you rather not know, living only on what you think you know.. and looking at things only from your own little window.. this way your supposedly happy.. and others are happy too because you don't know..

[Final whisper: I believe hackers are unhappy people, because they tend to know everything.. even if it hurts them..]