[mood: headache]
[craving: madry..]

"Why do we let the one thing we dont have effect all the things that we do have? Why does a one.. minus a plus one.. feels like it adds up to zero??" - Carrie

Its true, even though that sometimes we like to deny it, but as soon as we see something better elsewhere, everything we posses suddenly decreases in value.. We try to convince ourselves to appreciate what we already have and be thankful for it.. yet deep down inside, we still crave whats not in our hand..

I guess its like what they say: "The grass is greener on the other side"..

[Final whisper: http://shmily.uaeknight.com .. welcome online.. =)]

[mood: okay]
[craving: something to eat]

Sometimes you have to look at something twice to know its interesting..

Who says you need an advertising billbord when all you need is an empty wall..?

You can still have one set of eyes, with two different prospectives..

Group hug..

Suddenly its okay to litter.. as long as its not in your own 'sikka'..

no comment..

.. and there goes your ideal parking space..

[Final whisper: Happy birthday to my baby bro.. & Happy Anniversary Siso..]

[mood: better]
[craving: more recipes!]

Hot Buns, Orange date cake, Chocolate fudge cookies, and Japanese Onigiri are the latest newest recipes in both the "Hungry" and "Especially for guys" sections..
Special thanx to our chefs: Crystal Rose, 3abood, Elshai5a Rayamy & Stray Kat..! ;)
Happy cooking! ;)

[Final whisper: Thank you to all of those who supported me..]

[mood: Feeling low..]
[craving: nothing]

People in all points of their life make mistakes.. which is normal since we are human.. some mistakes are like little marks in the shore.. they’re done.. then sooner or later the tide (time) comes and washes them away..
Other mistakes however, are different.. they happen and break with them a lot of things.. they make a mess to remind you of how bad you were.. show you what your flaws can do.. and once something is broken.. its broken.. even if you stick it back together.. it will never be the same again.. it will still have its cracks.. a symbol of your mistakes.. an evidence showing you that once upon a time, you ruined things..
People tend to forgive.. yet its only rare those whom forget.. those with the bigger heart and wider vision.. we all have that idealistic idea in our head that we can forgive and forget.. it can happen.. to those small mistakes.. yes.. all the time.. but what about those bigger ones?
What can we do to undo the mistakes.. can some miracle happen to change things back to their perfect old self again? It hurts even more if the mistakes were done unintentionally.. you are innocent.. but all the evidence is ironically proven against you.. and only you and God knows its otherwise.. what use does it make once your praised guilty.. once you’re tossed into jail amongst those others more who also claim their innocence..
You lost your credibility.. you lost your voice.. all you have left is the broken pieces.. and your tears..

[Final whisper: I am so sorry..]

[mood: smiling]
[craving: pink shades?]

"Hey. You look in the mirror, you don't like what you see, don't believe it. Look in my eyes, I am the only mirror you're ever gonna need." - Bernie from "The Cooler"
When you love someone, you see them with perfection.. every flaw is right.. every feature is pretty.. everything is perfect.. To you, there are the most beautiful.. they are complete.When the love is gone, however, with it goes the pink shades.. and you see life as it really is.. with its normal colors.. and the darker shades..Why do you think this is? Does it come with the love package.. that blinding passion? Can some people keep those shades as a souvenier even after the love has walked out the door? Is it why they call love 'blind'? Or like what they say "elsebal fy 3yoon ummah '3azal"?

[Final whisper: No.. I don't mean you with this entry..]

[mood: wild]
[craving: haha!]

When you're bored.. BBQ! Hope you had a nice weekend too! ;)

Big welcome to PINK HAT.. a new webbie online.. pay her a visit! ;)

and COMING SOON: Samsoomah dot com.. and this is going to be one interesting, funny website.. guaranteed!! ;D hehe..

[Final whisper: SHMILY.. get well soon..]

[mood: moody]
[craving: nothing]

How would you deal with the clash of moods? If your mood is different than the person around you.. would you let them affect you.. or would it be otherwise? What if your mood was stronger- you felt so depressed or so happy.. while the other person is feeling the opposite.. would it be selfish to let your mood rule? Or in the other hand, would you be selfless to let them be – and by that, they will definitely drag you with them and change your mood to theirs?

There is one spotlight and it can only be pointed at one.. so who would it be?

[Final whisper: ~sigh]

[mood: passionate]
[craving: cheeeese]

We sometimes do things we love.. and other times we do things that are right.. and other times too, we do both: things we love and are rational in the same time.. and so far everyone is happy.. both our buddies: the Heart and the Brain..
But there are some points in life when Brain and Heart do not agree.. when you cannot choose both.. a time where you have to decide whom to follow..
Brain is more stable.. calculating the elements and adding them up together to make sure everything goes just right.. Everything must make sense.. everything must be rational.. and if you disobey his rules, and things go wrong.. he’ll be the one who says “I told you so!”.. Brain is probably more sensible, but it typically will not want you to risk things and in order to get some really great things in life, you have to take the risks.. so if you do follow him purely, you may.. miss out great opportunities and some things may pass you by without realizing it..
Heart, in the other hand, is a wild fellow.. more pleasure-seeking and risk-taking.. hates the calculations and despises maths.. wisdom to him is usually tucked away.. and is a bad listener.. especially when Brain speaks.. he just muffles away his noise with everlasting passion and does the talking instead.. and is really good in it too.. However, if things goes bad.. due to his over-sensitiveness, he would just break apart and want to be left alone to heal..
At the end of the day.. we stand confused on whom to choose.. following your heart isn’t necessarily always stupid, since it seems to be the loudest, it is as though you cannot ignore it. We all make mistakes and in making mistakes, we learn. You can always tone down your expectations and follow your heart while making sure there may be consequences that you will have to deal with in the future.. It is just like going into the stock market.. you either loose everything or end up a millionaire.. either way you wouldn’t find out unless you try it! ;)

[Final whisper: Follow your instincts..]

[mood: Addicted to..]
[craving: no ice-cream =P ]

Have you ever had so much feeling building up inside you, whether anger, love or happiness, but in the same time -for various reasons- you don't want to let it all out.. so that the person you feel this towards.. is not blown by the situation..

Do you really think the brain can function and decide what to do normally in such pressure? Is this the time where you can get away with crazy behaviour because you were caught in the moment? Or should you just lock it all in and hope you do not explode with the building steam inside? When feelings are stronger than to let you think rationally.. how can you cope in such situations?

At last, my ice-cream cravings are finally satisfied.. I therefore announce all attempts to bribe me with ice-cream shall not work no more.. =P hehe

[Final whisper: Happy Birthday Mai..! May all your cravings be satisfied.. ;)]