[mood: forgiving]
[craving: Purity]

I ask for forgiveness from anyone whom I caused disturbance to, offended in any way (unintendedly), or did any wrong to.. *esamoo7a min kil 7ad shayel fee 5a6ra minny..* for I am leaving for a while.. determined to clear all my wrongs.. and hoping to wash away all the sins.. aiming for purity..

Life is short, everything and everyone will departure from it one day.. so in our short accommodation here, we might as well learn to forgive and forget.. to move on, hate-free.. wearing a smile and a pure heart.. Its on the top shelf in fashion anyways- always.. ;) because trust me.. nothing is worth it.. for there is a life much greater awaiting on the other side.. & that.. is whats worth everything you do here.. Its a matter of how you pack your bags ;)

Farewell.. for around 2 weeks, and inshAllah we meet in happiness! =) *I will miss you..*
[Final whisper: /format..]

[mood: stunned]
[craving: A manicure =P]

One of the first websites I've seen online & totally fell in love with from 1st sight.. & a friend who is great to be around.. Romantic as can be, an ocean of talents.. let me introduce UAEspirit shining under the SpotLight..! Now you can know more about this mysterious spirit, not *everything*, but enough to impress you.. ;) You will get the chance to hear her play in the guitar too.. *wink..wink* =D

One final note: Happiest of Birthdays to two great friends: Sweetlily & Surrealist! May all your dreamz come true.. *Hugs*

[Final whisper: Will miss you..]

[mood: Overwhelmed with happiness]
[craving: More happiness =D]

Finally I'm there.. the end of one long bend of my life.. where I could finally see the other side.. and start a new path.. I am in that point in life, where everything seems to be so perfect, and the future smiling.. opening its arms for me.. Everyone around just seems to be another cheerful bliss to me.. =D

However, there are also many whom I will terribly miss, and sweet memories I will safely lock in my heart.. Loved ones who left a significant print in my life, and will always be the shining stars in the skies of my memories, whom I will always look up to and smile as I see them glitter.. =)

Congradulations for one of my best-est buddies, the companion who walked through alot with me in one of the most important periods of my life.. Sweetlily.. You will always have the royal suite in my heart ;) *Hugs*

SamSoOmah: The wild but super sweet best-est friend.. THANKYOU for spicing my life up.. ALL the time!! ;D *Hugs*

At this point.. I LOVE everyone!! =D hehehe *GROUP hug 4 the huggablez!* ;)

Before I fly away with happiness, want you all to meet my cute one-night guest: Tweet the little bird.. He flew right into my hands and it was love from first sight.. =D I took him home and let him spend the night.. Next morning, I set him free and watched him tweet cheerfully as he flew away.. Will miss ya Tweet ;)I don't believe in birds being locked in cages, I have always set them free ever since I was a kid, despite my parents' shouting.. xD I guess I was very touched with a story my English teacher, Miss Witort, told me as a kid, about a little bird locked in a cage..

[Final whisper: Next update, She will shine under the SpotLight! ;)]

[mood: nerdy]
[craving: Dxb! =D]

My virtual home was featured in a magazine (Young Times), which was quite a pleasant surprise.. Thanx Hitesh! ;) LD & e3ashig also shared a little spark of fame along with me too.. hehehe.. =D *click to read the article*

Everything is paused for now.. passing through the exam storms.. =\ ~wish me luck!

Soon the bird will set free & fly!

-VIOD: Thanx 4 lending me 2 ears & a heart.. -SweetLily: Get ready for the take-off! =)-For those leaving home, back to their studies abroad..: Safe trip & wishing ya all the best! Shddow 7ailkom.. oo erf3ow eras! ;)-Maniac: email is stuffed.. better empty it if u need the reply soon.. =\-H-ned: =D lol.. don't shoot.. gonna miss ya BIG TIME! *Hugs*-Amnsss: 1000 Mabrook!! Can't believe it yet! =D-Surrealist: Looking forward to some REAL fun soon! *wink..wink* =D-Banni, bemad & uaeadorable: hooood, anybody home!?-to "them": HATERD.. bad command or file name.. aborted!
[Final whisper: Keka, me still waiting..]

[mood: misplaced]
[craving: ecstasy]

~Before anything.. hope you feel better Miss Confidential Noora.. Ma tshofeen shar inshAllah.. =) *I know you will be reading this* ;) ~Hugs..

Disappointment..

That feeling that reminds you that nothing is too good to be true..(or at least.. most of the time)

Its like the storm in the middle of a pleasant day in the beach..

The bitter cherry in the blackforest cake..

The screaming bell of the alarm clock.. that tears the bliss of your sweet dreams apart.. and reminds you that you have an unavoidable long working day ahead..

The aftermath of ecstasy..

The absence of shoulders, when you need to cry and let it all out..

The painful back stab of your soul mate..

The death of a loved one from your life.. even if they were still breathing

and the friend whom never listened to you.. and just walked away.. leaving you tangled in confusion..

You feel lost.. you feel shattered at that moment.. the person ahead of you slams the life's doors on your face..

~ouch, man does that feel bad.. but again.. the sun still shines the next day.. and life goes on..

The clock turns and so do the bad moments.. The good ones come instead.. glittering.. and feeling even better esp. after the disappointment..

But again.. Disappointment.. That word which we always underestimate its power which alot fail to see.. the power to let us value what we still have got and did not loose yet.. and be grateful for it..

"I won't cry forever.. I ran out of tears!"

New forum in the block: UAE Forum.. a new, yet fun place to be.. Ideal for those who want to be there from the start.. and feel lost in other BIG forums.. ;) CAUTION: Addictive and real time-eater!

[Final whisper: Listen.. beyond what you hear..]