ramadhan & moody 5arban
[mood: 5arban]
[craving: unmentionable]
Only during these few days.. It just sank into me the impact of this website on my life.. & I cannot help not getting a little frustrated about these two things:
1) People I care about don’t bother calling me because ‘they already read in my website what i am up to’.. so why call?
2) Alot of others contact me on email.. addressing me with my real name but prefer to remain hidden behind nicknames.. (because as I already & always mention that I am sure alot of this website visitors know me personally.. & yet I still live in denial grasping onto the very few who have no idea whatsoever..) That, however, is not what’s bugging me.. what bothers me is the fact that I feel as if I am on a stage, with a blinding light on my face, exposing myself to everyone & yet I am so blinded I cannot see the faces of my audience or know anything about them..
Ok I know this all comes with the website package.. the tax of having an online journal.. & I know that it would always remain this way.. but I felt as if I had to mention this out loud to make me feel a little better..
Yes, I’m having one of those mood swings *rolling eyes*
Anyway, enough complaining.. few days ago I “attempted” to make my own home-made sushi & it turned out to be a BIG MISTAKE! lol I underestimated the ‘easiness’ of making sushi.. & ended up with something that looked exactly like edible sushi but tastes completely disgusting!! (X_x) Maybe I should post the recipe of how NOT TO MAKE SUSHI so people don’t repeat my mistakes.. lol
Oh well, at least now I know for sure that the sushi should left to be made by its own people, & I should stick to sitting on the other side of the plate with my chopsticks waiting to attack! lol =P
Ramadhan is very close.. I cannot believe already a year passed since the last one ended, it feels as if it was yesterday! Already I am looking ahead a very hectic (& hopefully spiritual) month ahead.. may yours be filled with good deeds oo kil 3am oo intoo b5air.. =)
Happy fasting everyone.. =)
[Final whisper: Can't wait till January..]
Happy fasting to you too
Kitten, truly allah y3eench.. i know those “mwahaha i now you” 7arakat! Ok ppl we know you have power, keep it for yourself 
Anyways, wishing you a happy ramadan 
Kel 3am wenty b5air Kitten =) Your sushi looks really good…high fives on that part.
i thought Kitten was your real name…. honey akbar 6aaaaf for those pple
mashallah your sushi looks good, but as they say dont judge a book by its cover :p w kl 3aam w inty b5air..
As u said its the tax of having an online journal…I love ur site never ever thinking of closing it
Happyyyy Ramdhan to u too kitty ^_^
IMbaarak 3alaich il shahaaaar
I wish u happy ramdan.. .
and am soorrry about the sushi,,,
Ramadhan Mubarak.
Kil 3am wo inti b5air dear… You are a great person at least you can make sushi!!!
dont worry at least you have audience others wish that people would look at them
mbrook 3laich elshaa-har wj3aalch mn 9yameh w 8yemeh yarabii =)