depressing
[mood: You decide]
[craving: Un-confusion]
Its so irritating the feeling of wanting to do something but then, when you are a mood-driven person like me, the mood is just not right. I have been going through the peek of virtual unproductiveness, for various messed-up reasons. I feel so cut-off from everyone and everything. Though surrounded by many, I feel so isolated, so confused deep down inside. It is the weirdest feeling I have ever felt, maybe one of my internal fuses needs some fixing, or maybe I am just not used to my new current situation. =\ I always tell myself, its a matter of time, and everything will run back to normal again.
Although many people (our age) seem to choose not to think about it, but the war on Iraq is on the verge of starting. I had many dreams of myself in war, and it was so terrifying. I thank my God a million times when I wake up for it just being a nightmare, nothing more. Imagine loosing your home, your loved ones, your country and maybe even your freedom just in a spur of a moment. Your intire life shatters right infront of your eyes on the expense of other people’s greed. =\Allah y3een ahel al-3iraq oo yn9erhom 3ala a3da2 edeen inshAllah ~ameen.
Sorry for this depressing post, you might as well see the other shades of life for a change.~Take care..
[Final whisper: Samsoomah, missing you..]
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